If things are not under your control , then no point in
thinking about them.
It has been very strange past 25
days or so. As always lot in my mind but this time have cautiously tried not to
think much about them. Successful? Naah… not exactly but yeah quite better than
previous occasions.
To make matters worse, office
has not been much hectic recently. So getting time off from there to ponder
over the issues and also side by side in left over time studying. Add to it
strangely haven’t felt like talking also about all this to anyone. All of
sudden my mobile log is showing most of the last dialed numbers for past few
days as Mom n Dad only, quite interesting as I myself had not realized that haven’t
talk to many people over past few days.
Am not sure if its me who is
running away from facing the truth and confronting the situation or it’s the so
called destiny which is ensuring this. But it is really strange situation.
I guess I need a break. And
thankfully I am going for a couple of weeks break starting next weekend. Somehow
absolutely right time for me for a break, have completed almost an year in the
job, feeling tired working day in and out and above all really wish to spend
some time at home with family. Moreover, I actually wish to run away from this
life that I have been living for past year.
I hope I come back with the same
enthusiasm and excitement as I did an year ago. Difficult? Yeah but not
impossible. J
