You are crossing road. And suddenly a car comes from nowhere
at a high speed and boom…crashes on you, you are dead. Was it death by chance?
Or was it destiny? Or was it combination of both? Or did your god decide that
your time was up? If so, then why so early – you have not even lived half of
normal life expectancy of a human? Did you do so much bad in your so less time
at earth that you deserved to die? What about your family – why they need to
suffer every moment for rest of their lives missing you?
I was asked a question couple of months back in a corporate
training – what do I fear the most in life. My reply left many surprised – I said
an unnatural unexpected death. Obviously hearing this I was asked to explain a
bit more in detail to which I replied that I don’t believe in god, I don’t believe
in hell and heaven. I believe that once I die – I will not feel anything after
that, there is no afterlife. I know no one understood there what I meant. I
know many stopped listening to me after hearing out my first few words which
were “I don’t believe in god”.
My theory is that there is someone powerful controlling me
but it is not god. If it was god – he would not do bad to good people, if he
wanted to kill someone then I am very much sure there are much more bad people
on this planet that he should had called. There is someone else in this galaxy who
is controlling our lives (may be something matrix like – who knows). If god
created us, then atleast he should have given everyone same number of years to
live. Oh god if you are there, then you should not have done that – you should
have atleast kept some equality in human beings.
