And this too shall pass or Everything good
must come to an end
Never imagined, my first week of
second year in Chennai would be like that. Anything and everything I did in
office went wrong. I don’t know why it went wrong, my concentration level was
high and I was totally committed to work. But first time in the office I felt
helpless. Tried my level best, spent a lot of time in office, but failed to put
my thoughts in excel and report.
Today was supposed to be the
D-day. I had put in lot of hard work in last 4 days. I was super-excited in
morning, had prepared my pitch. But then everything went wrong. One mistake in
my assumption and the whole report and excel was no more a value add, was just a
load of crap. The end result, I got scolded, thrashed and even warned.
Not a good way to end the Friday. But thank god its friday. :)
I can feel tough times ahead in
the office. I have started to get a kind of negative energy around me in
office. I sense some eyes watching my performance closely. If I try to think
from a positive side, it means that the level of expectation people have from
me are really high, but then it somehow puts extra pressure on me. Makes me
cautious, add to it sometimes little nervous too.
I don’t know how to deal with
this situation. I cant be vocal about this in office. I don’t want to take a
step back from the level of responsibilities shouldered on me. I guess the best
way is to take it as a fresh challenge and give my best shot. Oh dear Chennai,
all of sudden you are not the biggest worry in my life, I got bigger worries
now.
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