Drifting further every day

Sometimes it happens you  walk in a crowded lane but still feel alone,

Sometimes it happens you  listen to your favorite song but cant recollect the lyrics,

Sometimes it happens you fear to close your eyes because you don’t want to see that face,

Sometimes it happens people praise you but you think was it worth the sacrifice.

Sometimes it happens the mere existence of you is dependent on a false hope,

Sometimes it happens you are scared to face the truth.

Sometimes it happens you knowingly fall into a trap,

Sometimes it happens you want to punish yourself to feel the pain.

Sometimes it happens you understand you are drifting further away from everyone everyday,

Sometimes  it happens because you want to search the lost person in yourself.