Despite what happened (http://unknownrahul.blogspot.in/2011/08/and-everything-stopped-for-moment.html),
he always had one fantasy. It was to meet her once again (http://unknownrahul.blogspot.in/2011/10/love-or-desire.html),
something like Alfred expressed in The Dark Knight rises. He also fantasized about
just an eye contact with her – an eye contact to express that they both are
happy in their own lives, they both have buried the past and now what they have
is nothing more than mutual respect for each other. He always felt that this
one minute of eye contact will make him feel better, it will give him answer to
all the things which remained as questions with the end of relationship. Whilst
the meeting never happened, but with time he found all the answers from the
most likely source.
He found the answers from himself as
time passed. Time made him realize that there is more to life than her. From one view of him not
being good enough for her, he found the lost self-confidence of believing that
he was meant for someone better. From being afraid to communicate with strangers,
he again started viewing them without any preconceived notions. Above all, he
reclaimed his individuality and beliefs.
Today he is not waiting for that one
moment. Yes the thought about her do cross his mind once in a while but the
feeling is just of respect and a bit of anger about how things ended. He does
not need any answers as he has already found the most important answer.
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